oh ya, so i was readen ashby's blog and it made me think of a conversation i had with a freind of mine on FFXI.. i know i mighta talked about it befor but oh well.
"I'm not going to be labled by some name...I'm going to be known as a Christian and nothing else."
well i dunno about you but to me Christian is a lable too... but thats just my opinion, and i dont want the lable to justify the way i act.. 'oh, your christian, no wonder you act that way..' No. thats not why i 'act that way', i do what i want. i need no excuses. this is the way i choose to be, not because im told to.
and now.. on a different note.. im gunna complain for a change... dont read further if you dont wanna hear it!
i need money. me and james gotta pay rent today. i gotta find some way to make more money. i hate my job. i really hate babysiting. i want to go home. i want to sleep. i gotta do the dishes tonight.. yup. should do that. i am not ammused today. wasnt ammused yesterday eather. cant wait till 4 more weeks! school will be done and i will have free time.. time to catch up in everything.. i feel like im getting behind in everything. dont get time to study for the midterms then its the day that theyre on and im not ready.. gotta work on my hw too or it'll be late and ill get 0. really gotta start working more of hw. erin was supposed to work on the linix assignment with me today befor class but she didnt show up.. guess she forgot..
ive been thinking too much lately. no more. i just want to stop everything. just let me catch up... i feel so... behind.. in everything.. i dont want to be left behind... just leave me alone... just for a while, i want to be alone..
Posted by Kenza at 11:31 a.m. // Comments: 0