ppl spend so much time looking back on things in the past.. i spend so much time trying to forget about it.. do i really want to forget? is it beter to forget... no.. remember to be happy.. thankful.. but somedays all i want to do is forget about everything.. just let me forget. stop reminding me. but how can anybody help it? i want it back. i dont want to remember it. just leave me alone. im sick of being lonely. im not. how can i be? be happy with what you have. i have alot.. i should be happy.. i am.. selfish. even if i had everything it wouldnt be the same. things change. people change. they wouldnt be the same. im not the same. arnt i? you wouldnt know. you didnt know me. even when i tried going back.. ppl were different.. some wernt there. some will never be there again. i have no right to be angry about it. i chose for myself to leave long befor it wasnt my choice anymore. but even tho i have no right... i still miss you ppl.
no your not supposed to understand. like most of the stuff i say, i probly dont even want you to.
Posted by Kenza at 2:51 p.m. // Comments: 0