so...i feel bad. i somehow got myself into a situation where i said things i shouldnt have, or maybe i didnt say things when i should have or something. but now everything seems.. normal. but i feel terible and wish i could explain to ppl, but when it comes to talking irl i just... dont. so that kinda makes the whole explaining anything idea a bit dificult. and i know if i did say anything ppl would just take it the wrong way and either get mad at me or make me feel more terible. so it seems for now everyone will just continue like normal and not deal with anything. not like there is a way to 'deal with' anything.. i just wish they could understand what im talking about instead of assuming im saying things that im not. but anyone who knows me, knows that nothing i say makes any sence so having anyone understand any of this doesnt seem very likely. anyways, enough with the confusing stuff.
so now that christmas is done, looks like its time for a new song.. lets see what i can find.. ah ha! angry emo songs, yay, maybe ill make a picture to go with it or something. was looking at some other pics earlier, kinda put me in the mood to make one.. doubt ill get around to it tho.
Posted by Kenza at 1:00 p.m. // Comments: 0