just when you think everything has started to heal, something has to come and tear it all open again. then when you feel like giving up, someone goes and gives you hope.. at this point im just sick of feeling anything. it would be nice to just not care about anything, too bad theres still too much i need to do. and uh, no thats not whatever you may think it sounds like.
oh well, still.. i feel pritty accomplished this weekend. friday got some exp scrolls done, then was gunna go play blm for a bit when some dude was like "hey wanna help kill dobsonflys?" so im like "sure O.o", dude had like a gabillion smn and a pld, so actualy seemed like a good pt! (note: last pt i was in that tried this was 2 smn 1 pld with no gear or snk and vis and had no idea what they were doing so we all died and HPd, but that was a while ago) but i gotta admit i had doubts on the way there, ppl were aggroing almost everything. but when we finaly made it to the island, pld went and voked the flies then smn did their thing and i aga'd and it all went perfect! never seen treasure go through treasure pool so fast tho, was crasy! we ended up getting 2 rings and 3 hats, which was awsome, cause that was how many we needed! the ppl had been camping the flys all week apparently, and drops have been sucking for them before, tho they still got some, then this time was just enough to get everybody else's junk and an extra one for me, yay~ also i got a bandana, they drop a gabillion of those tho so wooo..
so then saturday, did dynamis windy, went awsome! aside from blm mobs casting agaIII's on me while pulling somehow.. ive never had them do that before, yet that run it happened 2x. so yay, that was awsome. then more exp scrolls after i think, then sleeeep so tired all week.
then sunday, got up early for swift belt runs with clovers! didnt think i had enough hate to do it(you need max formor hate to pop the NM) but by the time i was done helping with everybody else's i did! yay! then there was a gabillion more after mine too. oh, and yay, i got the drop as well. think we did 10 total, got 8 drops, so was pritty good.
and now today.. maint today so i pritty much slept all day, then after maint went to fafnir, didnt get the claim, but we killed vivian instead, so i got a new title, yay. after that i started to get ready for ZM and promies.. that topic gets its own paragraph!
so recently i decided i was dumb and shoulda got an ethreal earring instead of a static earring, cause its just so much cooler, even tho its 1 less att then mermans who cares its got other stats to make up for it anyways! so during a dynamis a while ago itachi was complaining about not being able to go with clovers to kill uncapped oryu, i was confused cause.. who cares? its an ENM if you want the drops can still go and lot on them if you want. so after ita rambled a bit more i figured out that he was upset cause he thought ethreal earring was a drop from uncapped bahamut, and he thought uncapped oryu was a prerequisit for bahamut(which it technicly is, but not really, just need a drop from oryu to fight bahamut, neither have anything to do with ethreal earring) so then i explained to him that he doesnt actualy need that, but he needs a quest in jeuno that you get after cop+ZM+bahaumutv1. then itachi was estatic about it and wanted to go do the quest, so i was like "heeey can i go?" and he was all yayaya, so i was like.. awsome. ita and ler both needed the quest, i could drag tli along to help then id just need 2 more ppl to help, ita said that final needed AN too, so then was down to 1! looking good~! so then i asked ita and final if they knew anyone else who needed it.. they said a few names, one i coudlnt get ahold of, other didnt have bahamut done so friggers still lacking a person. then! eld was on the ls, so i was like "hey eld! you need AN? and hes like ya, but i still need to do the promi stuff" so im like "awsome! im kidnapping you." so yay! full pt! now just need to plan a time to do stuff.. but then i find out that ita and ler still need to do the last ZM... yaaaay. but thats ok, its not too hard and i can help with that. so then i ask final and eld if they can help, they say sure, so yay, now just need a time! i ask final and he says he'll "plan an event for it on sunday" whatever that means.. i think he thought he was the one planning it. too bad, no way im trusting someone else to plan something when i have to reset my quests to do it. so then i talk to ita and ler and they say sundays fine, but ita works and doesnt get home til 6, so we can go afer that, suure. but then i talked to tli later and found out that he works on sunday x.x his schedules all messed up recently cause hes in training for a new job. so boo, cant go sunday. how about sat? talk to ita and ler again, they say fine, talk to final again, he says fine, so yay! time that works! yet somehow i need to get ler and ita to get ZM done before then. and we gotta climb promivs since final thinks thats something we "can do on our own" (*cough* ya right, need to get to the last lvl of promiv for that) so i talk to ita more and he says he doesnt work on wend, neither does tli! so yay! can do promiv on wed and AN on sat! while later eld comes online so i tell him the plan and hes like "im gone all this weekend D:" FRIGGERETFSEDRFDSZZZZZZZZ sooo... the only day tli doesnt work this week is tues and wed, tues wed be busy with dynamis, wed is still ok to do one thing.. so.. maybe i can find someone else to help with ZM16 and we can do promivs fine with just 5 of us, then tli can help with AN on wed. so i tell everybody we'll do ZM and promi on monday soon as ita gets home at 6:30ish. sounds good.. now where can i find someone to help with ZM.. by this time i was gathering for limbus so i ask ppl in the limbus shell if anyone needs ZM16, and yay someone did! so i was like awsome! be online tomorrow at 6? dudes like.. "no have class til 7.." "ok fine, would be home by 7 tho?" "should be" so i tell everybody plans change, gunna go at 7 instead of 6:30. so i tell the dude "ok thats fine with ppl, can you come DD/nin?" he doesnt respond...... "hellooooo?" "say something so i know i dont need to keep looking for someone x.x" still no answer.. rrawaawejdsol eventualy he says something in /p so im like "youre back! say soemthing to me!" "idk if i really wanna go, ive been talking to soandso forever about doing this mission, dont want to go without him" "oh.." grreaaaat. but then! alt sends me a tell! "which promi you doing tomorrow?" me: "you need it!?" "ya, i need to log at the right one cause youre starting soon as i get home from work" "awsome! wanna help with ZM16?" "uh ok" YAAAAY! but alt doesnt get home from work til 7:30, so.... i tell everybody again times change, starting at 7:30 instead. "lol kk" yay x.x then this morning... alt sends me a tell "idk if i can make it tonight, i looked at my calender and it says im supposed to go out after work with the sales ppl" .... "gunna be gone all night, or just late?" "im not sure, probly be like an hour later." awsome. oh well, ill find somebody else to help with ZM and alt can join later for promi... so later at faf camp, about an hour before gather time was planned for ZM to start "anybody neeed ZM16?" "ya i need it" "awsome! be on in an hour?" "sure" then later after faf camp, gather time comes around.. only ppl online are final and eld...... then! dude from faf camp logs on! yay! *sends invite* "sry, i cant make it, got an appointment to go to" fudgeeeee. 15 min later ita and ler log on so yay, least the ppl who need it are here. so i invite them and eld, then look for final, hes in port jeuno, so i send him a /t, gather in whitegate if he still wants to help? "im gunna do a quick limbus, ill meet you later" WHY ARE YOU DOING LIMBUS WHEN WE PLANNED TO DO STUFF LIKE RIGHT NOW AHHFHDSFKDHSJKFS I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU ALL so great "anybody know a whm who needs ZM?" "nope" awsome. looks like were waiting for final... and still need another person too.. then i see glyph in the ls! awsome glypherz! "gly need ZM16?" "which is that?" "the last one, done DM?" "uhh yup" "im kidnapping you!" we found out later he didnt actualy need the mission, we did it a while ago together and just didnt remember, but he helped out anyways, yay! and ler found us a whm too, so then off to sky~ woot woot~ then when we finaly got to the BC ita had to afk forever, but when he got back we did alrihgt on the BC, then just as we finished alt came back, then we met up and went off to promi~ after the first 2 promi, eld kept d/cing on the 3rd and by that time everybody was soo tired we ended up leaving him d/cd on the last floor and he said he'd finish it tomorrow when his internet was sucking. so yay.. just the fight left.. glad everything got done even tho plans had to change a gabillion times and everybody was late and whatever x.x cant wait to be done again. missing cop static for this D:
oh, i suppose i should comment on rl stuff too.. well work is normal so not much to comment about there. did i mention that mel is pregnant again? i keep thinking i was dreaming when somebody told me that, but i dont think i was. havent really talked to anyone since then to be sure either, so iono.. i suppose xan would feel left out if i didnt comment that him and rhi were having a kid too apparently. so uh ya, theres my comment.
i still hate kids, i dont care whos they are. belive me, if i had an elephant, it would be getting fed. poor elephant.
anyways, im sooo tired and this post got a whole lot longer then it was gunna be. gnight!
Posted by Kenza at 12:40 a.m. // Comments: 1
1 Comments:
awh, Kenz...don't hate on my poor baby :( it'll be a mini Ashby! Whats to hate?! It'll be lvl 75 something by 4 I'm sure :P
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